Life Sucks – 2

I thought we had a moment…
She was there next to me…
Shared her love with somebody…
But all the secrets with me…
Probably I’d trade her with my life…
Coz I was a fool…
Just a fool for her…
When I loved her childishly…

Many people spend their life floating…
We were victims together but lonely…
In and out of love all along…
But her eyes never let me in…

Crazy but I believe it’s never going to be same…
I want it all back again…
I wish I could have that all…
All back again…

I would have died for her…
But she won’t do the same…
If my body was on fire…
She’d watch me burning in the flame…

The grass was green…
But it seems yellow now…
My heart was filled with feelings…
Now it’s just full of shame n blood…
Sky was blue… Only dust now…
Emotions were true… Chemical tricks!
Caring for someone was real…
I understand its a manipulated thing that many do…

Hands had raised to help…
Brain disobeys every human gesture…
Was just a simple man; simple thoughts; simple principles…
Don’t care who lives and who dies…
Thought about counting stars all night long…
Now I desire sleep, sleep without dreams…
Crying my heart out for someone…
Never run behind someone with a heart of stone…

All I wanted is a kiss,
Why exchange that filthy spit…
A lap to sleep on…
A pillow and a bed just seems better…

Poems should rhyme…
Just like this doesn’t…
Why pretend life’s great…
When it’s just pain and hopeless…

Celebrating the anniversaries…
Why memorise so many dates…
Bring gifts for someone…
Why should I when they all will be rotting in a cupboard like a dead man in hell…
Show a smile to that special person…
When u die a thousand times over the same moment…

Smoking kills people…
It’s what I breathe now…
Drinks were illegal…
Whiskey on rocks is what keeps me alive…

Tomorrow, the sun would shine again…
But I couldn’t love a single soul…
Tomorrow, m going to listen…
To those reasons in my head “we hardly know each other”…
We are like fire and gasoline…
I’m no good for her n she’s no good for me…
We only bring each other tears and sorrow…
Tomorrow I’m gonna let u go…
Just like I said I won’t…
Tomorrow I’m going to be stronger…
I’m not going to break up and call her every time my heart cries out for her…
Tomorrow, I won’t stop by her house…
No matter how badly I want to…

Crazy but I believe it’s never going to be same…
I want it all back again…
I wish I could have that all…
Just one thing done wrong…
And this is what I’ve become!

Silly thoughts of small deeds…
Everything that once answered her small needs…
Being thoughtless but kind…
All that caring…
I understand I was blind…
Hope everything fades away with time…

Tell me where i went wrong! Was it…
When I’d look in her eyes and doubted people thinking stars were beautiful?
When I found endless love in her arms?
Thot she was d only thing right?
Remembering her in every breath I’d take?
When I started thinking it was our happily ever after?
I guess I took d same wrong turn twice!!

Now I just don’t give a damn!

I want it all back again…
I wish I could have that all…
All back again!

She’s better off with those who lie in her face…
Truth – that’s not what girls dig!!!
I’m sorry but I can’t be a melodrama queen…
Still somehow she was the one who made me cry in 10 years…
I wanted to kiss her so badly during those movies…
Don’t know if I could have stopped to catch a breath…
But now I can’t, I won’t and I don’t want to… Ever again!

I always believed I would change because of her…
Guess what? I did change… into a person I never wanted to!

I’m not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn’t do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I had found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason was you

I’m sorry that I hurt you
It’s something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why I needed you to hear

I’ve found out a reason to show
A side of me you didn’t know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you !

It’s a mash up of songs and my thoughts for someone…

One Who Started It All !

Did you know who Pandora was?

As much as it’s hard to believe, women were the ones to bring sufferings to mankind. Funny thing is, its written in Greek Mythology as well. It was Pandora, the first of all women that Zeus created and presented to Prometheus’ brother Epimetheus. Although his brother warned him from accepting gifts from Gods, Epimetheus defied his brother to take in Pandora(and which man wouldn’t after seeing such a beautiful woman like her), and a box that Zeus gifted both of them. It was written specifically “Don’t Open The Box”. Well, how hard it could be? But for women, it’s one thing they always want to do – do what they are told not to! Once when Epimetheus left her alone for a couple of hours, out of her undying curiosity she opened the box and released all evil and illness known to mankind. WTF !

The only thing good in the box was the last thing to get out – HOPE .

So that’s all they do. Even hope is a suffering in today’s world. They give you misery and when you are about to quit they give you hope that things can work out… but again the misery and again the hope. I guess its been their tradition since Pandora…

Courtesy :-

Greek Mythology

P.S. – Its not all the women I’m talking about ! Only a couple of them who do such things… As much as I’d like to tell you their names right now, I won’t… say it’s my courtesy. But still, I can’t resist to give their initials, S and A.

MEETING MAGALI !

For some reasons I was being fanatic on glancing two foreigners. When I thought about having a talk with them, I scribbled a small poem on a tissue paper. Went upto them and faltered my way when I said,”Can I sit next to you?”
“Why?” Her curt reply.
“Just wanted to talk to you.”
On her terse reply like,”I’m reading a book,” I handed over the tissue to her and stood a little further away from them with a guileless look.

Just when both of them read what was written…

There they sit with their faces so tranquil,
I’m here with regret and in despair,
One with lovely hair,
The other with aura none can bear,
And anyone who’d see them will often ponder,
Why they aren’t one of the Wonder.
I really don’t want to make a move,
All I wish is to hold on to this beautiful view!
They looked at me and laughed. I went again. This time I said,”So… can I sit here now?”
And she said,”Yes.”

The Biggest Fool Ever

No person is smart enough to not become a fool…

“Damn!” I thought when I failed to make my friend(V) April Fool(AF). As if that wasn’t enough, she(V) challenged me that I can’t make her AF even in these four years of engineering. All of this was in the f.y.
Well, it wasn’t that tough…

I told her that I was getting married in an year or so with my dad’s friend’s daughter. And that our parents had decided it would be best for both of us. She was stunned to hear that. Well, she supported me but I watched her falling in the trap. Moreover, it wasn’t me alone who tried to make up stories. Half of the credit goes to her, because many a times she helped me build them without even knowing what she was doing. I talked with my so called fiance and told her about my prank. She too agreed to play it along.

There came many moments when she(V) could have known, but girls are girls. They watch the world as they want to! She told about this to other girls and just like that, they were in the same queue, thinking I was committed. And even when I talked twice as much I used to talk with some girls, they said that I had started ignoring them because of my fiance! Can you see how girls change when they know you are engaged? All of this continued till six and a half months.

I unfolded the truth on her birthday and her small face looked smaller. At first, she did not believe me. Apparently, she was more committed then I was.

Had told the same thing to my other lady friend too only to maintain the consistency of the plan. Well, both of them know now. Both things off my chest!

Well, can you make someone a bigger fool than this???

P.S. During this prank, I found out who really cares and who doesn’t. And people, you say that you care for someone… then show them that you do. Don’t just sit there and wonder!